

"I want to tell you the story of a young woman who had one unique characteristic. One thing she was sure everyone noticed, yet no one commented on, her backpack. For as long as she could remember she had always carried her backpack. Never knowing who had given it to her she has always had it; it was like a birthmark to her. Taking it with her day in and day out, it never occurred to her that others may not carry a back pack, she assumed they did.” Everyone has their own load to bear, this is mine” she thought. Years went by and the backpack became harder to carry, adding to it every day she would justify the need that each item must be hidden. Although it never seemed to get full, it felt heavier each morning.
Her backpack had never been empty, but she remembered a time when it felt so much lighter, back then she had been meeting with the Father. She could recall the first time she met the Father, she was nine years old. She was amazed at the peace she sensed. But this was years ago and it only seemed as if it was a good story from a book she had once read. It had been years since she felt that freedom or peace. The Father had always been faithful to her and called her near teaching her things about him, but she could only ever get so close, she knew why. It was because of her backpack.
She cared too much for it to let it go. When it would tear she would fix it making it stronger only to shove more things inside. She bought into the lie that her purpose was to carry her load. There were days after it had been open a lot that she would unzip and pull things out one by one to remember why they were in there. It held millions of small things and a few huge things. There were also dark things way down deep she feared to take out; she didn’t want anyone to see them.
Maybe the problem was she was too attached to her backpack. Everything in it was a piece of her. She wanted to keep it just as much as she wanted freedom from it. It was part of her life; it carried the broken pieces of her heart. Besides, if she didn’t keep it with her she’d never be able to put it all back together.
Going to him was hard, she wanted to feel clean before she went to him but there was just too much junk. She approached his house feeling like death. Entering in, she felt naked and ashamed. Clutching her backpack, she fell face down at his feet. Her guilt washed over her and she could not speak, she could only groan from deep inside. He reached out to her and touched her.
"I don’t think I am ready to give this up." She said clutching her backpack. “Show me what’s in it” He responded.
She opened it and pulled out suffering, pain, confusion; lots and lots of sin; sorrow, depression guilt. He showed her his wrists, his feet, his side, and told her “My beloved I have already paid the price 2000 years ago. You have been carrying this all this time not because you have to, but because you want to.” You belong to me, don’t forget who you are.” She looked down at the spilled contents of her backpack but they were all gone. As she turned to go, she bent to pick up the empty sack she had always carried. “Leave it- it belongs to me, I paid for it.”
Amennn! :-) It is so easy to get overwhelmed in this world. We have someone who is able to handle anything and everything. He stretched His arms out to us and invites us to take rest in Him. The Creator reaching down to His creation.
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