2nd love of my life

When I look at you

How could I ever deny

That you my love

Belong by my side

I used think this was the devils scheme

Now I know you're all I need

All that is patient

All that is kind

Has brought us here

At this place in time

You'll be my lover

You are my friend

well always trust

Always protect

Cause love never fails

Love never fails

When you hold me

How could I ever deny

We are meant to be

Your hand in mine

I always dreamed this day would come

Just never thought that You'd be the one

But all that is patient

All that is kind

Has brought us here

At this place in time

You'll be my lover

You are my friend

We'll always trust

Always protect

Love never fails

Love never fails

Oh Hallelujah

Hallelujah Hallelujah

Love never fails, Love never fails

Just reminseing back on the wedding day and listened to the song sarah had written for us. She did it so perfectly and it continues to remind me how we took each other in our hearts and promised to trust and protect each other. The part about " I used to think this was the devils scheme" Came from me going back in fourth in my head if dating Brad was the will of God or was Satan trying to trip us. I started writing a book for Brad and I and here is an insert from it:

"Then toward the end of February 2008 it happened. I was loving on God, wanting to find a college and move out of Johnstown, and become a missionary. It sounded like a great plan to me. However, in the mix of things, the strangest thing happened. I started having feelings for Brad. You may be reading this thinking…uhm okay? It’s normal for a girl to feel that way about a man. But I need you to understand, I was seventeen, almost eighteen, he was twenty one and played a pretty big role of leadership for the youth, basically, I started to have feelings for my youth leader. This also might not sound so strange a lot of girls become attracted to their youth pastors. This somehow felt completely different. I had never thought of Brad in that light. I started going to youth group on and off when I was fifteen so we had known each other for about three years. He just was Brad to me. A man who loved Jesus and cowboy boots. Cool. But to like him like him? Was I crazy?

...Eventually I had made up my mind that the feelings were from Satan and tried to dismiss them. I mean come on it was Brad. Being in a relationship with him would mess everything up. Besides, I was almost positive that my friend had a thing for him. She played guitar, he played guitar they both liked to sing, they both loved Jesus, seemed perfect. After all the last thing I needed was a man."

So in the end we all know how it turned out. Thank God for that! :-)